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Sunday, May 02, 2004

T - 18 hours

in about 24 hours i shall be in singapore. can't believe i'm actually counting down the hours...thanks to a certain someone. anyway...this isn't going to be my last entry in KL...i'm quite sure that i'll be back on and off so i'm not going do the emo thing. besides...even if it was i don't do the emo thing. i'm all packed...at least i hope i am. can't believe i have to fit my life into 2 suitcases. i wish that i was earning big bucks...then i'd just bring myself and buy whatever i need when i get there. i've always believed in travelling light...but i've realized that only people with money can say that.

anyway...i'm a bit worried about my load. i've got some...ok...some might be an understatement...i should say bundles. i've got bundles of pirated dvds camouflaged behind some not so pirated cds. hopefully i'll manage to get in without being arrested...heehehe. but then again..i wish i had AIDS so i could get out of the whole work thingey without having to compensate so maybe being arrested wouldn't be so bad after all. the only other problem i have right now is cigarettes. oh well...i'll probably figure that one out when i'm on route to singapore. right now i just wanna relax and eat moms home cooked food.

thanks for all the well wishes and the gifts :) i should go away more often...get more gifts and free dinners. i didn't anticipate all the commotion cause i never really saw myself as 'going away'. singapore ain't that far and i'll be back once or twice a month. you guys probably won't even notice my absence. some of the friends that i never see on a monthly basis actually took the initiative to call up and wish me farewell....others who are overseas also made the effort to call...thanks you guys!!! these past few days have really made me realize how lucky i am to be in the company of such amazing and wonderful friends.

my only wish is that things will stay the same when i come back for good in 2 years. i can't say that i expect things to stand still in spite of my presence and continue when i come back but i hope that my friends will still be around when i get back. things change over the years and if i were to say that we've all been 'united' in one way or another i'd just be in denial. certain friends come and go...others stick by your side like glue....some aren't always around but i know that i can count on them if ever i am in need. regardless of which category they fall into...they've all made an impact in my life and we've shared experiences and memories that have only brought us closer together. i'm going to miss being able to see my friends daily...and being able to just show up when someone calls.

but hey....change is good. i'm hoping that time will fly by faster if i just keep telling myself that. anyway...i'm only an email away...for those of you who have my email...use it. for those of you who don't have it...there's probably a reason why. i'll check in once i secure an internet connection in singapore :) cheerios!