Sunday, July 11, 2004
'freedom'
i discovered that wearing boxers (without underwear) can be an exhilirating experience. i know that this is a public blog and that anyone can read what i'm writing but i believe that i should share my new found sense of 'freedom' with everyone. i was doing chores commando style and it was liberating. i don't really know how to explain it but if you don't have a pair of boxers...go get some. this only applies to girls. guys..i don't exactly know how it feels to be in your position so go get a man's opinion.what happens when you put me in a foreign country with no friends...no money...no entertainment and no food? absolutely nothing. i'm into my 3rd hour of not having to work and i've already ran out of things to do. i've done my laundry...cleaned my room...ironed my clothes...and there's nothing left. i've got no money to go out...or should i say i don't want to spend my money by going out cause i know i'll probably spend half on it on things that i don't need. knowing me...i'll end up buying a couple of things before i even reach my intended destination. so what do i do? i sit down in my empty little room in this tiny little apartment that still does not have a fridge and i download 'whose line is it anyway?' and 'six feet under'.
i have to say that whose line is it anyway is one of the most hilarious shows i've ever seen. just looking at ryan's face can make me laugh. six feet under is another fascinating show. who would've thought that a tv series about morticians can be such a big hit. i mean yes there was adams family but that was a comedy (or at least it tried to be one). even so...six feet under is pretty addictive and even though it doesn't have the humour or action that i'd like...i'm still drawn to it. that's my way of saying that it is a good watch...although it's not for everyone. ooh...there are some pretty intense gay scenes i.e men kissing each other and cuddling and erm...rubbing half naked bodies...so if you're homophobic and purge at the sight of men showing affection (to other men that is) don't watch it.
things haven't been the same since my friend passed away though. every now and then the thought of him comes back to me. work has managed to keep my sane but i do find myself a little more impatient and edgy as usual. maybe i just need to give it some time to sink in. being here all alone with no friends and no one to talk to isn't helping either. i guess that's what i got myself into and i guess i just have to stick it out for the next 21 months. in the meantime...i'm going to go watch more of 'whose line is it anyway?' and 'six feet under'.
*i miss you sweetie :)*
feefs, 5:02 AM
