Sunday, December 12, 2004
another nutshell?
attempting to summarise the events of the past 1 and a half months into a nutshell would just be futile. so many things have happened...people came...people left...dinners came and gone...yum cha sessions...gossips...mj sessions...and the list goes on. now that i don't have a pc or a laptop i feel as if i have nowhere to pen down the events and thoughts that go by. to solve that problem i got myself a journal. i've actually been jotting down random thoughts in my journal (handwritten) for a few months now. and when i read back on the things i wrote...it disappoints me to know that i never shared it with the people around me. sometimes i wonder where i come up with all those ideas and thoughts and opinions. it's not something that i can plan to say at a certain time and it's not something that i remind myself to talk about when i'm back with my friends. it's just random thoughts that pop by and disappear before i can even dissect them. i'm not about to start rambling on about some of the things that i've written. the moment has passed. my experiences and observations in singapore will remain my own as with the boredom and the torture that i suffer alone. oh well...maybe some of these things are better left unsaid.it's actually not as bad as i make it out to be. working in singapore can be good for some people. i am not one of them. to me...singapore is like...silence. sometimes you want it...sometimes you don't...and too much of it can drive a person insane.
anyway...updates...i'm still laptop-less. i'm hoping to get one soon *cross fingers* that's about it :)
feefs, 12:31 PM
