Friday, July 09, 2004
just shoot me
i've been in kind of a funk lately. it's probably because of what happened earlier this week. i keep thinking about my friend who passed away. the things that i want to say to him. i replay our past experiences over and over again. it's haunting...and definitely distracting. nonetheless...i am back in singapore and am determined to go back to work and show some semblance of sanity. i'm very good at feigning sanity. i do it everyday.anyway...i just arrived and the first thing i usually do when i arrive is set up my laptop and my internet connection. it's a habit. i'm really hungry but there's nothing to eat around here. everything is closed...even on a friday night. since i extended my last visit back i won't be going back to kl for another 2 and a half weeks. i guess it's time for me to start living here and make like a singkie. i should go to a shopping mall and walk around on my days off. i've actually been meaning to take a bus ride round the island. just hop on buses and see where they take me. it would be an interesting adventure. just me...my crossword puzzles...my cds and nowhere to go. i also need to do a bit of shopping for birthday presents. since the singapore sale is still on i think i'll go find some good bargains.
feefs, 9:43 AM
